I realise i only just wrote a blog but i want to write another!
Today i auditioned, it went so freaking bad! im going to point out, that i am NOT a singer! and never will be, so being given a Cee-lo fucking green song, which i barely know isnt really fair! I sang as much as i could, but im not tone death and know when ive fucked up, so just like i did last year, i gave up and had a little sob! I lack confidence, i know i do! I get scared and run away and then begin hating myself for doing so badly! Im more of an actress, i would say i can act fairly well, which probably gives me a few brownie points! I have till next week to improve! I however refuse to sing in public ever again! If i were allowed to turn up drunk, there would be no problem at all! A bit of the old dutch courage is what i need!
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