Dress number 1. Its a little black number..frilled with lace, it tucks in just under the breast area and fits well! Its from H&M for only £15...what a bargain! (bad lighting in this photo)

Dress number 2. This dress is so nice! its a navy(ish) colour and also fits really well! it has a belt around the waist and 3/4 length sleeves! its a classy little number! I got it from new look for about £20!

Eeekk im beyond the realms of excitement!

As most of you know, i am with a local drama society..and for the past couple of weeks i have been to two auditions,where i have had to sing and act! My first audition went horrifically bad, my second audition was a whole lot better, i pulled myself together and i actually sang something..in front of people which is like one of my fears! haha! I feel really proud of myself for doing it, i didnt expect a part either, i was just happy that i had sung something..i dont think im a great singer, yet i get told i am..so i dont know! *shrugs* The show is called robinson crusoe and the pirates, its a panto and will be shown sometime in february!

BUT......

I got a principle part! so i must've done something right???? I got the part of Coral (pretty name) and she is your obligatory pantomine fairy! Every panto needs a fairy right? Im really excited to get stuck in and work with my new character..I have a few worries though..the lines are complicated, most of them ryhme..and are in long paragraphs...learning my lines is the easy part! i think i have a song to sing..a solo perhaps??????????? ME on stage ALONE doing a SOLO! i hope i dont have too, though last years fairy did..so i may just have a heart attack on stage! 

I am terrified but everyone seems confident that i can do it,,but why! I must gain more confidence but how?? Gaaahh! I will try my best, thats all i can do!!!

Over and out

lots of love kylie (coral)

All music is beautiful.

So another blog for all you lot to be excited about..or perhaps not!

This blog will consist of my top 5 favourite songs that i like to listen too! And as you all are aware, i do love Muse! Though that doesnt mean i dont like other bands/genres/songs etc etc!

Firstly, i shall refer to itunes to check my most played songs for some help =P Right then..Lets do this!

1. On the top of my most played itunes list, the song i seem to listen to the most (13times) is Breaking the habit by linkin park! I really do like this song, not to sure why! I mostly listen to it on Youtube and the video is appealing, its all anime like! The lyrics are clear and listenable and i suppose i can relate to them in a way! - Here are some lyrics!  'I'll paint it on the walls 'cause I'm the one at fault, I'll never fight again, And this is how it ends'
2. Secondly, im a huge fan of Editors! And i hope that some day i will get the chance to see them play live!! They have 3 albums possibly 4, well i have 3 anyway..The back room, An end has a start and In this light and on this evening! They are mostly famous for songs such as..'smokers outside the hospital doors' and 'the racing rats'...Youtube them! 
3. Biffy Clyro! Who can't not love this band! i have seen them live and yes they are awesome! Their newish album, only revolutions is fucking fantastic!!! i havent really listened to much of their earlier stuff but still they rock! Mountains, bubbles and know your quarry are all lovely songs! Simon neil is beautiful man, with an awesome beard! 
4. Lostprophets! They are a welsh band i believe! i was introduced to them a couple of years back and first impressions were not great! but they grew on me and their song 'for he's a jolly good felon' is quite incredible! Ian watkins also has great hair! 
5. Lastly, Clair de lune by Claude Debussy! thought i would throw a little bit of class into the works! Its an amazing, beautiful piece of work and song that i admire greatly! It also reminds me of the days of when i was a little ballerina! Haha! Oh how i miss those days!

Whey! A fairly impressive blog! 

Thats all, until next time folks...Adieu

Hmm

Today, im in a weird mood! Mixture of just feeling nothing/numb and borderline sad! Suppose its just the hormones!

I was going to write a long old blog but i can only think of depressing thoughts, so best not!

Goodnight

Oh dear!

I realise i only just wrote a blog but i want to write another!

Today i auditioned, it went so freaking bad! im going to point out, that i am NOT  a singer! and never will be, so being given a Cee-lo fucking green song, which i barely know isnt really fair! I sang as much as i could, but im not tone death and know when ive fucked up, so just like i did last year, i gave up and had a little sob! I lack confidence, i know i do! I get scared and run away and then begin hating myself for doing so badly! Im more of an actress, i would say i can act fairly well, which probably gives me a few brownie points! I have till next week to improve! I however refuse to sing in public ever again! If i were allowed to turn up drunk, there would be no problem at all! A bit of the old dutch courage is what i need!

-Insert name- (cant think of one- so this will have to do)

Hello all!

Im back with another little blog, though im sure i wasnt missed! I havent really been up to a great deal of things! Mainly, work! I went out last night to a place called beverely park with some of my theatre friends, it was a good laugh! I took part in a quizz, though we left early as the quizz went on forever, and i had to be up at 6.30 this morning! yes, i was feeling slightly worse for were! but i made it to work! Yes, now back to the quizz, the questions were crap, how exactly am i meant to know what certain songs are called from the 40's/50's/60's etc etc! i am only a 90's child! There were also guess the movie questions too, which were surpringsly quite easy! Whilst i was there, i had a go at few lucky dip thingy bobs, where i won myself a kit kat chunky bar, bag of sweeties and some weird recipe book, which i will give to mother dearest! There were also other activities there also! i got ID'd at the bar, so annoying! Im sure most of you have seen my passport photo and giggled! Thanks everyone! You whores! Im a beauty and you all know it! Though my passport expires this month, i assume i can still use it as a form of ID? So my night was filled with mad and drunken frollics!

Moving on from there, Tommorow i am auditioning for yet another show! The show is called robertson crusoe and the pirates, i know very little about it! Its a pantomine which shall be performed in my local theatre some time in febuary!Yes, Febuary! i suppose it shouldnt be classed as a panto, as is after christmas but it has that panto feel to it! I am still unsure what part to audition for, i havent read the script yet and so i dont know what parts are going! I am feeling quite apprehensive, i can act, dance and sing to an extent, but nerves get the better of me and i turn into a quivering mess! I dont really want a main part but obviously if the opportunity ariese i wont say no to it! Im likely to get a small part which is good enough for me!

I am now ruuning out of things to talk about, main reason for this blog was because i desperatly needed a distraction before i went mad, Past few weeks havent been easy for me, recieved some bad news today, found out that someone i know has had a stroke and is now paraylized from the neck downwards! Having a few other problems also, which i cant even talk/write about as i'll just get i trouble! Suppose thats life, and we just have to deal with this crap!

By the looks of it, im now having a nose bleed!

Fixed my nose! that just came out of nowhere! Bloody human problems!

That is all for now! Goodnight chaps and chap-ettes

The joys of being me

Hello Blogger, and greetings my fellow readers, whom ever you are!

Right...For some reason i find it really difficult to write a blog whilst listening to music, tis death cab for cutie, but listening to them to much makes me feel a bit dreary..so this blog may take a depressing turn but they are a good band....but now i have interpol on! Hell yeah bitches! Total music ear-gasm happening!

so hobo's and hobo-ettes, what should i talk about now! *Ding*(imaginary light bulb appears) Who wants to know how my show went? i know you are all dying to know =P Well, the first night was brilliant but the audience seemed to be lacking that special something, well to be honest the theatre was only half full but opening night is always special, and the amount of excitment and adrelanin is amazing!
The second and third night, the audiences came in their thousands..well not exactly but we had a full house pretty much for those nights..and then there was the mattinee show, which was ruined, in fact it had ruined everything, all the time we spent rehearsing and the amount of dedication that we put into it was ruined, the show it self went well i suppose, but as a cast, we are like a family and a member of the cast has pretty much messed everything up, i dont mean some little mishap happened on stage, because nobody would care..every show has the occasional technical hitch that cant be helped but what happened is much worse..and something i can not share with you all..though i would love to name and shame this person! Just someone i considered a friend has gone and betrayed everyone..but thats being dealt with now..so lets move on from there....

dum da da dum da dum dum duuuuuummm, eurgh, my head feels all weird and heavy..i dont know why, i dont have much of a brain up there =p but i still have that blasted cough which has been going round, Gah! i just found out that i have dog babysitting duties again..seriously? Like i swear that dog lives here nowadays, though she is cute and cuddly and keeps me entertained. She is a staffordshire bull terrier, but a cross breed, maybe with a labrador? i dont really know! she isnt your typical staffy though, i always feel weird saying that im looking after a dog of that breed..as they do have a bad reputation but no she is lovely. Her name is Jessie, she's getting quite old now but still as playful as ever, so im likely to spoil her over the next few days =P

Thats enough blogging for one day, stay posted, stay real and most of all stay safe =P (should make that my new motto thingy-bob)
ciao folks
x-rated love xxx *winks*

The things i have been up too as of late

Believe it or not, i have been very busy since my last blog! As a lot of you know i am in a production called Me and my girl.
Me and my girl is a musical and takes place in the 1930's in hampshire, mayfair and of course Lambeth. The play opens with 'A weekend in hareford' where we are all introduced to a haughty family of aristocrats whom are searching for the new earl of hareford. To whom they find Bill snibson to be the next in line. Bill is from Lambeth, a cockney costermonger! As soon as he meets his long lost family it is obvious he doesnt belong and is forced to learn the ways of being 'fit and proper'
Bill is in love with a girl named Sally Smith, also from lambeth and bill's family is firmly against him seeing her and they do everything to part them. At first they prevail, sally leaves bill and returns to lambeth but Bill follows her. In the mean time, Sir john, a family friend decides to help sally to find a way of bill and sally getting back together by teaching sally how to fit in to the hareford family, which she does and bill and sally get married and live happily ever after!!!

And thats the show i am in, ive been rehearsing since april and throughout summer, its a long process but at the end its all worth it..I'm only a chorus member, i play a cockney, a maid and im also in the hunt ball scene where i get to wear the prettiest dress ever!

That is all

From your lovely author Kylie

just another day..

Alright folks! hope you are all well!

Today has just been the same as any other day..woke up, lounged around, watched a few episodes of mr bean, went to work, came home, watched eastenders followed by casualty! and at this very moment in time, im writing this whilst the legend james blunt is singing!

Tomorrow will most likely be the same! possible pub times but i dont know!

Jeeze, i am tired! i should sleep..but my neville keeps me distracted! oh naughty nev!

That is all! i honestly cba to write anything else, fairly disappointing blog but deal with it!

out of sight...out of mind!

As i was walking home this evening, i had myself a little ponder about myself and general things itself, and the saying 'out of sight..out of mind' sneakily popped into my head, i quite like this saying! i dont know why but i just do, but yes, this got me thinking about who mean the most to me, since moving to Devon i havent seen a lot of my closest friends and this saddens me as i used to be so close to be people and as i dont see them or talk to them as often as i used to do, i feel a little forgotten and that happens!

i think this is the perfect opportunity to talk about myself and get all my readers to understand me a little better! so here goes.......

Im a tad different, i think this is probably the best way to describe myself, different isnt always a good thing, it gets me into awkward situations which i find incredibly annoying! for people who already know me completely, which isnt many at all will know that im actually fucking hilliarious!

im one of those people who dont really like to talk about themselves, if someone wants to know something about me then they need to ask because i wont tell you otherwise..my personal life is very complicated and nobody knows the full story about me! nor do i think that anyone will know it! i suppose i can give you all a brief background. i was born on the outskirts of london, and lived their till i was 18, those years werent all rosie! now i live with my mum and my nan, i have no siblings and in a way its kinda lonely, im not that close with my family either but oh well, shit happens!

I also worry a lot, i make small little issues into something bigger than it is, and i overthink things, and dwell on the past, which i suppose i shouldnt do, but i cant help it..thats just the way i am!

Im bored of talking about myself now, well im not but i  dont wanna give anything else away!

Goodnight folks!

oh turnips!

sooooo, i  thought it was a good idea to do a blog tonight, but i just have no motivation to do one, so im gonna do what i do best and thats just ramble on about god knows what..

Today has been an okayish day, mainly just beeen lounging around and generally being a bit lazy, but i caught up on lots of TV that i have missed like True Blood, x factor and other programmes! On the topic of True Blood, i seem to be the only person who quite likes it..well i think it makes great TV! For the clueless lot of you who dont know much about it, i shall give you a quick summary of the plot! Right, theres a young waitress named sookie who can read other peoples thoughts but she is human, however in the small town of bon temps where she works and lives lies a dark and evil essence, creatures of the night, Vampires! The humans know of their exsistence and some are out to kill them for their blood to make a special drink called 'True blood'. From the very start we are introduced by a character named Bill Compton, he is a vampire. He is introduced to sookie who instantly feels a connection between them and they fall in love! but a human falling for a vampire never ends well does it, so there are many challenges that they have to face! So, if your into the supernatural love story kinda sorts, then true blood is for you! oh i have forgotten one thing, its probably best no young person watches it, theres a whole lot of sex in it..but apart from that it is great!

Now, im gonna talk about Neville, neville is my new laptop! The name obviously comes from Harry potter, and also i quite like the name! My laptop is amazing, it does everything i could ever imagine, apart from make my bed, cook my dinner...but you get my jist! Ive not had him very long, so im still exploring him, so far ive done all the usual internet-y stuff..porn and all the rest *winks*! ive also recently purchased the sims 3..which is hillarious to create people you know..and do bad things to them..:P i joke, i joke! My nev is a Packard Bell and he is red, oh and shiny too! Urm, i also got a little mouse too, as the trackpad is a little annoying to use! You can probably tell that i dont really know much about computers or how they work, so im lucky to know a few geeks, who can aid me through any problemos i have..but so far so good *fingers crossed* and obviously i didnt go alone to buy neville, i had a nerd by my side..thank you nerd =P

Wow, ive written a fair bit, im quite chuffed with this blog..good job kylie!

if only i had a time machine

To own a time machine....

If i owned a time machine, then life wouldnt be so bad..i could go back in time and repeat things over and over or if  i wanted i could just re-write history..or i would jump into the future and see where i will be in a few days,weeks,months or years time!

Now, all i need is someone to make it for me...

That is all!

Not a soul in the streetlight

so here we go, my new blog thing on my new laptop!
i have no idea what to write about, could talk about my new lappy lappy lap lap! but i may leave that for another blog, this is my first afterall! im no longer a blog virgin...sweet right?
Firstly, i would like to explain the title of my blog, to all of you reading this, you may think the title is a bit glum and depressing!...well it is! but, for all you people who have an incredible taste of music..like myself, would know that these are lyrics from a certain whitelies song! whom, i have seen live and they were fab!
hmm, what to talk about now..i could talk about what ive been doing over the summer but well, i havent been doing a lot...getting drunk and things...things i cant be bothered to tell you all about!
Also, i highly doubt that anyone will read this..and if they do...well hello there!
oooo, who likes sims? ive recently purchased the sims 3 game, i think i have played the 1st and 2nd games, i dont think its changed that much, same principle really! make sims, find them a house...make them shag other sims to produce babies! all great fun! i even made myself and it scarily looked quite like me!...i would definetly suggest people to play it!

Im all out of things to talk about now...so farewell readers!
from your slightly odd and bizzare author,
Kylie